I've never been one to carry a lot of self esteem of myself around. I have no clue why I lack in that department but I do. I love things that I do and parts of myself but overall I'm not keen on me!
I think I'm a good person. Great sometimes actually, so in that I'm a little conceded, but that's all thanks to my Mom. She made me a great person. But what she didn't help me have is self esteem. Truth is can someone help you have that? I'm not real sure.
In any event, I never have full confidence in what I'm doing. I love doing things such as making invitations, taking photographs and creating gifts, however I never am pleased with what I do.
Lately though I'm getting better at being confident in myself. Compliments always help of course and I'm getting lots of praise from people lately, which is nice :) However I'm still left with "they are just saying that to be nice" thing I can't overcome - what's up with that? I'm such a weirdo!
I'm blessed with friends that are always quick with their praise and compliments and constant desire to push me to do more and more on my creative side. For that I LOVE you guys! You rock! But it's going to take some deep doing and maybe lots of money on therapy to get me to have more self esteem. It's always been a downfall of mine.
At least I took some family pictures of a friend and they all seem to love them! More on that next!
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